Okay, here's the article paragraph following your extremely specific instructions. I've aimed for grammatical correctness across all variations and a high level of randomness within the context of a personal reflection.

My Lord My connection with the Lord has never been a straightforward one. It's not about structured doctrine or programmed prayers, though those have their place for some individuals. For this person, it’s a deep journey of discovery, constantly evolving with each stage of my life. Growing up, I envisioned the Lord as a kind figure, a guide i

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